Shunli aka soulSearcher’s story

This year MS9912 x’mas gathering is another success although on the attendace front its kind of a let down. The total strength of this turn out is only 8 (Chengling, Lynna, Enting, Fea, Kelong, Derek, Jeff and myself).. The usual "suspects"  i should say.  I realised that Enting will alwayz have a similar colored dressing with another guy in the outting. This time she was wearing the same color as me keke.. hope to upload the pic up soon becos chengling’s com is down so theres goin to have some delay on the uploading of pic. While taking the pic with Enting, theres complain that we were sitting too close togather and really looks like couple. Waseh, do u expect to stay v spaced apart when taking photo togather hmmm…

The first event was a dinner session at Amoy street, Ka Soh.. The dishes there were not bad, quite tasty to me as i not very choosy of food :> Another thing to add on is that the moment i arrived theres compliments from enting and chengling saying that i looker nicer and more presentable … :> of course im very happy to receive such compliments.. pls keep them coming ok…

After the dinner we make our way up Mount Faber Altivo to have a chat session as usual and a little drink. My first contact with some very fun names of the drinks. I came across one drink that called "Blow Job".. i wonder what added ingredients are inside.. Kelong and Derek shared a bottle of red wine, Lynna ordered one gigantic mango thingy which i din get the name of the drink. Fea and chengling both ordered "Screw driver" each, enting had erm… i also din get the name sorry… Jeff had "Round the World" which actually tasted like strong cough syrup while mine was "Auntie Mary"… Apart from my Auntie Mary drink i also received a surprised drink from Fea and chengling i believed, who made the order ba right?. Its called waterfall and they ordered strong somemore.. woohoo… The whole idea of this waterfall tingy is to drink it while its lit on fire.. waseh.. first time drink such drink somemore got fire wor.. exciting and nervous.. really afraid that when the "kid" hits me later i might make a fool out of myself… luckily i did not eventually keke although the "kid" came very fast… I was listening away to some topic discussion between Lynna and Fea on job interview and wa caught by the surprise when the waiter put the drink on our table becos i thought he got the wrong table.. Im very grateful to what this gang had done.. really touched at that moment with the birthday song especially… its very special.. thanks peeps..

The drinking of the waterfall was sensational… it tasted like pepsi. The last few gulps were very hot as i believed i drink it too slowly or wat ba and with the fire being slurp in as a result… the whole feel was very hot and stomach burning.. after less than 5mins i can feel the "kid" rising fast and furious… We sat down and tok until arnd 1+am before heading home.. by then the "kid" had already subsided..

A very big thanks to all my wonderful poly frens of MS9912.. Its very hard to find such great frens already especially in university.. Its very hard to come by..

Sigh.. its another disappointing performance by manchester united again i should say although the statistics showed that they are attacking more then lowly everton. Any result less than a win is not to man utd’s favour with chelsea winning again yesterday.. Man u cant simply just lose precious points to lowly teams anymore after their major let down in the champions league knock out… come on man u…

well other then updating this disappointing match i really cant find anything to write about already.. i guess my life is simply just too boring already thats why there isnt anything to blog about.. btw i just finished playing ROC and now im blogging away haha… guess i shall continue to do some read up … been too slack already i feel…

Another thing … i have been listening to the wonderful SHE latest album over and over again and its seems so nice and wonderfully made.. i just cant seem to get bored or sick of it as yet … i wonder isit its due to the album or isit the fact that its my first ever birthday present which made it so beautiful :>

Although this blog entry is a day late due to my mishp i suffered to my eye yesterday which prevented me from doing a write-up on the happenings. The last thing to happen on a wonderful day was to have a reoccurance of the eye problem… Hurts so much that really slows al my movement as the pain affect me to suffer from severe headache.. The slightest movement of my head will caused intense pain. Nonetheless, less get on with the happy moments…

We (Ben, Shirley, Reggie and I) were suppose to meet up at Taka soeul garden for a delta dinner.. AThe time to meet was supposed to be 5pm but Ben will be slightly late.. At first i did not expect anything until Shirley asked me if its my birthday yesterday, i said no.. Before Ben arrives we were already seated inside waiting for him.. The second clue came from shirley again and this time is a real obvious one… She complains hungry and say she wanted to eat the cake already… dot dot dot… i think that should be a surprise bah keke… nonetheless im still surprised altogather.. Im so so so touched because that was only the fourth birthday cake i received up till now… The first was from my mother when i was still at kindergarden level, second came from my first ex-gf when i was at sec 3, third came from my army pals and OC at the age of 21 and the fourth which was yesterday… It was a chocolate strawberry cake, when i get the photos then i upload it up ya…

The last surprise of the day came just before after we finish our feasting.. It came from my best pal reggie, although the gift was everone’s effort.. However, i want to thank him for the plan and especially the wrapping of the gift as i know that he wasnt good at gift wrapping haha.. everytime he will ask me to wrap or give it to somebody else to wrap it.. But this time, he wrap it himself wor… I was made to open it when i got home.. and its a very nice album.. latest S.H.E album… so nice kekeke :>

Another thing i forgot to mention… yesterday was my first time being approached by a girl on the street haha.. but she didnt know me or anything la.. but she say she from duno wat compnay looking for model… in the end she gave me her card only… i tink she anyhow spot ppl de ba… some mre so late in the evening le maybe she cant find real shuai ppl den anyhow find me keke…

Now is 6am in the morning and i am feeling real disgusted and disappointed. The lost of manchester united in the champions league match against benfica is the main attribute to my foul start to a whole new morning.. a new beginning… They played well, havng scored the first goal.. Benfica is real disgusting team.. all are play actors.. i strongly recommend them to join acting in movies instead of playing football… their play acting is marvellous… all benfica players seems to have become very fragile all of a sudden in the second half of the match after they had the upper hand against manchester united.. their players will fall to the ground and in agony with the slightest of contact from manchester united players.. manchester united just needed to score another goal to bring the scoreline level and they are through… but, its due to all these disgusting acts from the benfica players to run the time down in order for them to qualify the group into the next phase.. I was thinking, why did they fought so hard trying to get into the next phase when they definitely cant go too far… they are just wasting a very good place and opponent to make the next phase interesting… their opponent will be laughing their teeth out if they are drawn togather… its an easy match to them… what a waste of a good place for a good team like manchester united who had battled real well with all the great passing…

however i should congratulate them for their great effort in shutting down rooney as he din really had much of the ball in the first half… perhaps its due to the formation manchester united are playing today… when they brought on another striker and change the formation abit in the second half, rooney is much more threatening.. well… all said but nothing can be changed.. manchester united lost the match and were out of the champions league this season.. what a disappointing season to them… so many things had happened to man u this season.. first, the death of a legend George Best, then the abrupt exit of Roy Keane, and also the rape allegation of Christiano Ronaldo… Well.. luck is definitely not on man u’s side… just hope that they will pick themselves up and battle bravely and win the FA Cup, League Cup or League title…

Finally got a chance to update my blog which has been buried in thick dust and cob-webs. The most dreaded examination is finally over.. worries down, but when you think that its really gone, think again… im most certain that my last paper will be a gonna… sigh…

However, today’s post is not about the examination… i am goin to talk about my trip Singapore Expo for the Sitex 2005 event. The thinks going on are pretty much the same so its not really worth mentioning.. however, the think i wanted to point out here is that i saw this really cute girl working there… she has themsot gorgeous face… accompanied with her long silky hair, its almost perfect.. arghhhh…

At this point you all might be wondering what does all that i had mentioned related to my topic title? Well… its her that is my worst fear… In fact not just her… but all beautiful gorgeous babes… I believe most guys share the same sentiments.. the fear of appraoching any of them or even try to look into their eyes… Well, from the past i’ve already notice one really interesting fact… i observed that usually babes will match with beast… the term beast here means guy who are damn awful in terms of looks.. till to date i have yet to truly understand the rationale behind this weird discovery…maybe to those beast they have nothing to lose when approaching babes and trying to know them… *whats there to lose anyway?? they have no face to lose* LOLx

Are these babes really look so intimidating to us? I believe they are very friendly as well but, the fear in build into normal guys are too intense to overcome.. all this results in the lost chances and a potential relationship in the end? sigh…

This is such a tragic world… everyone likes to admire beautiful things.. but alwayz beautiful things are not beautiful anymore in the end… they are ruined.. screwed… OMG!!! whats happening… and i’ve heard someone who used to be so close to me saying to me that he find someone else *crush* is so attractive becos he has charisma… omg… does charisma serve as a compensation to beast?? i also have no idea… now.. the use to be close to me now not close to me anymore.. but instead… u noe wat happen ya… beauty & the beast..

try to look out the person around you or observe around when you are shopping.. you will find that 90% of babes will be with beast kekeke…

Arghhh… what a tough paper that was… It was definitely 2 times more challenging than previous semester paper.. Maybe its they way to slaughter us students because of thier incompetence to finish the full syllabus.. Taking on the first question was already a stunning blow to me as i had to "Circle" it to come back to it again, same goes to question 2 and everything just seems to collapse on me. By then the panicky feelings filled my already empty shell… Drops of sweat starts to roll down my cold, spiritless face and with the air condition of the examniation hall not working that just sums up my day… How to concentrate when the air con is not working and with so many students packed in a room, the humidity level is at its maximum and with the strangling weather of Singapore lately, thats really an unforgettable tormenting experience.

Although its a 2hours MCQ paper, the questions werent as direct as what was being set last semester, and all the choices were in long sentences, we are really rushing against the clock.. Altogather there was 70 questions, and when the clock starts to count down the final 30mins, im still at question number 50.. Im already starting to wet my pants whent he thought of not able to complete the paper sets in… This is the first time i was not able to finish the paper with extra time left for checking… Although i managed to finish the paper, i wasnt able to check my answers and also most of the answers i filled in were all "di gum di gum"// what the heck… last semester was a mess, thought this semester will be better but, nothing seems to go my way.. Its getting from bad to worse.. arghh….

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The thought of (HER) starts to diminish into the dark after countless frustrations trying to get hold of (HER)… Is it a curse that i cant pursue the (SHE) in my life but to wait till (SHE) comes into my life and happen naturally? Pondering~~~~~….

Whats with the title for every journal to write, im really very bad in trying to name my every blog. Today i name my blog nerve breaking becos its less den a week to final exam liaoz.. so scary rite. With the amount of time lesft and still have so much left to cover it just add on to the amount of stress i had nw.. I’ve been wasting alot of time lately also. cant really concentrate also haiz… guess i juz have to take every step slowly at a time and really dun expect much from this semester again. duno wat im doin man hai~…

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Hai~ what a day full of incidents.. and i really mean alot of incidents… This whole week seems to be on the very down side wor!! First of all, yesterday i missed my stop once again on my way home… had to walk a distant home hai~~

Then today, thought we can finish the lab on time or at least not so rush and we can proceed to doing another project but kaoz.. we actually spent the WHOLE day to do the lab lor… hand it up at 7pm sia.. can u imagine.. Before the lab session was a demonstration of our database project, everything seems fine but when the lecturer requested to change password, the new password doesnt reflect.. what the hell keke anyway im not the one doing that part… What a waste to lose impression to the lecturer on this kinda thing lor…

Then this happened to me… i sms a (HER) told she will reply which she usually would.. But she din.. so i tried calling her lor.. kaoz.. at first she pick but hang up a few times… duno isit on purpose.. but when i stop calling le i got a call back with no one tokg and hang up few seconds afterwards.. so i called her lor.. den from then onwards i got transferred to the voicemail after a few short rings.. which i tink she hang me lor.. so i sms her ask her wats wrong that she dun reply my msg and also hang me… silence filled my world again hahha… Kinda piss that ppl hang on me and dun reply my msg lor kekek.. its just me… i wonder y she wanna hang on me leh.. i din do anything also.. and we juz had a chat few days back… nt say i everytime contact her and disturb her.. hmmm….

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Nan yi wang ji ni de sheng ying, yi shuang mi ren de yan jing… i really love (HER) eyes alot.. so glittering in the light keke… wow… just like in the Japanese cartoon animations… Hai~~~

Wow, finally the Economics lecture is over. Its conducted by this lecturer who speaks in such a monotonous, hypnotizing manner. I basically slept throughout his lesson although i had put up a serious fight against the ‘Z’ Monster but i failed.. During the process of ‘hibernating’ i can still hear his teaching by every characters juz went pass from one ear and out from the other hahah… waste of time sia.. Glad its over for now but still got friday lesson arghhh.. most prob i will skip wahahah… Duno wat is wrong with me this sem.. been skipping lesson more often den usual.. maybe becos this sem i met with more lectuerers who cannot make it in the field of trying to explain concepts… hai~ poor me… but wonder how come some students can understand and were able to fill their notes with tons of short notes… kaoz~~~

Hope i can achieve alot of things in future, hai~ really dun like this kinda suck up life sia… Hopefully i can get my Class 3 asap haha.. but that will be after i graduate lor.. i already planned to take it immediately after i grad haha.. and im hopeful to fulfill my wish of having a car by 28… Earlier will be nice…

Actually i got alot of things to write in this entry but.. some how i cant seem to link them togather.. Its about my vision, my future etc etc.. and also the kind of ger i like…

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Today finally felt an inch closer to (HER), is this a possible sign of a happy ending?? Stay tune hahah